What many wouldn’t do
I’ve done it to myself
And I hang my head in shame
I’m lying in the rain
I don’t deserve this high
I only need myself to die
And it’s all so suddenly ruined
And broken
This pain is so surreal
I see her in my head
I’ve tied myself down
This cut will never heal
This dream is so surreal
I’ve scratched my skin
And bit my nails
I’ve only failed myself
This eye will see
Into me
And I’m so special
I’ve made them proud